Childhood sweetheart

When I am on my way to work this day I saw my childhood friend..Though Its dark already I still can see the glow in his face.. or am I just the one who's excited to see him..This incident brightens my day.. I didn't have the chance to speak to him.. I just smiled.. I herd him saying "Its already late"..and hold my risk for a momment... I really miss this guy though I already gave up fantizising him as my husband ..because as twist of fate..we happened to have same surname.. when we are in grade school we use to introduce ourselves as a couple. We grew up teasing each other as "TABA" and "KALBO" whenever we saw each other. And if I will be given a chance to choose the characteristic both Physical & Character I would definite suggest someone like him..Well Its one sad love story.. Were still single as of the moment. I just hope that I'll marry first before he does.. Even words are not spoken but the way we look at each other says we miss the old times and I know deep inside we are still same gradeschool kids who likes each other more than friends..I don't know if he still remembers but he is the first guy who held my hands & kissed me........ on the forehead..