status as of 8.29.10

In a week time we will undergo performance monitoring, This is one big challenge for me and for sure this will be tough month. For all call center pips you must be familiar with P.I.P. and in our account failing this program means termination...though I am confident that I will pass this test, I still need to have a back up plan. Monday next week I'll take my chances at JP Morgan chase..This job that I have right now is originally training ground so that I can improve my communication skills so that I can pass my interview. Im so excited..if God permits and give me a day job or backoffice position. I will do my best to excel in this company.. If I'll have the job, I'm planning to rent a place for me stay since its not convenient for me to travel everyday.--I claim in God's name that I will have this job--..well till next time..

8.3.10

What's new ..Lifeline is going down again!!. I have so many things to worried about...well... I really should not be worrying on those things but can't help it..
Im stuck in a team where I dont like my Tl..can't explain why..have my own reason but not valid..I dont talk to my mother and brother at all..( so many issues but bottom line I dont want the responsibility) also have issues regarding partition of Land.....Im really old to have this kind of stuff in mind.. But worrying is a trash.. It wont get me nowhere..Good thing there is God...I miss my friends ..I miss the old me..There is so many things that I really have to strive for... Sometimes answers are in front of me but I don't have courage to act on it.... I really some time out..My life is so lame..so stagnant.. I really need a make over..a lifestyle ..It all began when I worked in the call center. I thought I will have all the time in the world to go out.. to explore..to be with the people that I want to be with..but it turns out that all the time I have is not enough to a preoccupied me. The only question is that I have right now is that "would going back to a regular job will bring back my life"....The answer really depends on me..do I have enough will to stand in my desire to go back to the path that I need to go..Help me God..I know I can..with you by myside..I am strong when I am weak.

Looking back..last year this is my last month with PSbank...effectivity of resignation Aug.30.. excited & exhausted at the same time..I've been tough through the years....of all the work & family issues...Its a lot harder than I have right now ...........as of this moment I just want to be alone..or get busy.....regain my self confidence...