taking it slow

I'm a little bit disappointed of him..not once but twice now..I hope by this time your sensitive enough not to do it again..In this complicated relationship I will do most of the adjustment ..I'm up for that when I allowed you to step in to my life..I would like to think that your doing this out of ..ignorance I guess..sorry for the term..It really annoys me,,,(sigh)!!this must be one of the sacrifices that I would face ..I never imagined that my first real relationship would look like this.I guess God is too wise to know His plans...till then I stay with you..We will grow together...and our Love,,As of this moment I can say your special.,,that's it..always remember what I have told you, that I will give you all the chances you need to know me...just don't do anything stupid..I mean it ...This must be something exciting to you and something you look forward to,..but for me it may be my last chance... I've been hurt before and still hurting for the same man..but you give me hope to make things right this time...When I'm with you..God is telling me that He acknowledge my needs that I am no forgotten,,That I am Loved..I am moved by your words..by how you make me special but I am human so weak to weigh too much of mistakes done than the good one,,I am not perfect I will hurt you unintentionally ..the way your doing to me now..we can talk it over..Let just not make mistake twice ok...I already told a past Love of mine that you are my future..Be the man...and I will be your lady..